YARRRRR!!!.. Just reached home!..
They let us( the muslims) book out earlier cause tmr Hari Raya.. We got half day tdy!..
Huahuahua!.. Gooded!.. But takde raya peh mood seh this year.. Even though i finished painting and cleaning and changing the doors and stuff i don quite feel the raya seh..
Haiz.. But at least my mum is happy!.. And so are my brothers..=D.. They are soooo waiting for tmr.. Hehehe!..

Hah!.. Life oh life!.. Haiz!.. Just feel like smt missing but i donno what.. Hmmmm..

Ohya, today is the last day of fasting mnth!!!!!!!!!.. YAY!!.. Can eat anytime i want already!.. YAHOO!!!!.. =DDDDDDDDD..

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Ohya,
I just felt like saying this ah..
This may sound random or what ah but still..

Dear ppl (my goodfriends(a no.), my bestman(2), my closefriend(a few), my dota geng(**), my darlings and darls(**), and last but not least my hime(1), since the time i've met yer all and till now, i wanna apologise for all the bad stuff i've done, the bad remarks, if i've made yer all angry or irritated yer all or what.. I'm sorry.. And i wanna say thank you for all the great time and moments yer all gave me.. It was really unforgettable.. Thanks guys!.. =DDDD..Really2 hope we all will keep in touch ah!.. Aniting can just call me or sms me k!.. Thank you very nice.. Take care ppl.. Love yer all!.. =p..

Your's truly,
Md Ilias aka Mangkuk aka Mangs aka Recca..

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And and, please tag la eh if you come and see this blog.. It will be much appreciated.. Me shall update whenever i can possible.. hehehe.. BYE ALL!!!..
Enjoy your time PEOPLE!!!!!..
SLAMAT HARI RAYA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..

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Life never goes the way I want it.. Haiz!..

SHIT!!!.. Posted to Chua Chu Kang!..
So the bloody far!!.. Shit man!.. Haiz!... so the sad..
SIG OPR!.. That's what i am.. Signaller.. Kaoz!.. HAH!! Monday is booking in day baby!.. Haiz!..
Oh yeah, went to meet dear Maton just now and went geylang.. Met fau and nut too.. 5++ went home to break fast.. Hime, went to werk..

Was playing game from just now from after breaking my fast till now, then my bro was playing all these songs!.. I find them quite catchy.. These are the songs:----



Ziana Zain -- Berpisah Jua:--

Tiada manisan dalam madunya
Tiada hangat di dalam dakapnya
Biarku memujuk biarku merayu
Telahku tabur kasih dan cinta
Telahku sembahkan semua kelam
Masih hambar..
Apalah lagi yang engkau mahukan
Apalah lagi daya ku korbankan
Ada kehambaran cubaku elakkan
Tiada senyum aku girangkan
Segalanya hilang cuba kutahan
Berpisah jua...oh..oh..
Chorus:
Kerana cintaku dan kasihku
Airmataku jatuh berlinang..mengalir
Kerana setia terhadapmu
Telah dibuang ketepi
Kerana janjimu dan sumpahmu
Airmata ku jatuh berlinang ..mengalir
Kerana itulah peganganku
Telah dilupa segalanya
Kecewa..terkilan aku..
Berpisah jua..oh..oh..
Berpisah jua...
(Repeat Verse 2 & Chorus)



Ungu - Cinta Dalam Hati:--

Mungkin ini memang jalan takdirku
Mengagumi tanpa dicintai
Tak mengapa bagiku asal kau pun bahagia
Dengan hidupmu, dalam hidupmu

Telah lama ku pendam perasaan itu
Menunggu hatimu menyambut diriku
Tak mengapa bagiku cintaimu pun adalah
Bahagia untukku, bahagia untukku

[Reff:]
Ku ingin kau tahu diriku di sini menanti dirimu
Meski ku tunggu hingga hujung waktuku
Dan berharap rasa ini kan abadi untuk selamanya
Dan izinkan aku memeluk dirimu kali ini saja
Tuk ucapkan selamat tinggal untuk selamanya
Dan biarkan rasa ini bahagia untuk sekejap saja


Letto - Sandaran hati:-

Yakinkah ku berdiri
Di hempa tanpa tepi
Bolehkah aku
Mendengarmu

Terkubur dalam emosi
Tanpa bisa bersembunyi
Aku dan nafasku
Merindukanmu

Terpuruk ku di sini
Terangi dia yang sepi
Dan ku tahu pasti
Kau menemani

Dalam hidupku
Kesendirianku

Teringat ku teringat
Pada janjimu ku terikat
Hanya sekejap ku berdiri
Kulakukan sepenuh hati
Peduli ku peduli
Siang dan malam yang berganti
Sedihku ini tak ada arti
Jika kaulah sandatan hati
Kaulah sandaran hati
Sandaran hati

Inikah yang kau mau
Benarkah ini jalanmu
Hanyalah engkau yang ku tuju
Pegang erat tanganku
Bimbing langkah kakiku
Aku hilang arah
Tanpa hadirmu
Dalam gelapnya
Malam hariku


Lestari - Mahligai dari airmataku :-

Izinkan diriku meluahkan rasa,
Maafkn aku andai kau terasa,
Biar ku paprkn apa yg terjadi,
Moga engkau tak ulangi.

Sungguh tak ku sngka kau berpaling tadah,
Setelah lamanya menjalinkan cinta,
Dalam diam-diam kau sudah berpunya,
Tanpa aku menyedari semuanya.

Aku mendoakan agar kau bahagia,
Bersama si dia insan yg kau suka,
Percintaan kita tak smpai ke mana,
Setakat di bibir saja .

Sayang…
Kau bina mahligai dari air mata,
Yg jatuh berderai di wajah sepiku,
Hancurnya hatiku bisa tak terkata,
Terhumban rasa diriku.

Oh aduhai ku masih ingati,
Janji manis dn saat romantis,
Kau pintaku supaya setia,
Akhirnya kau yg berubah.

Oh tuhanku tabahkan hatiku,
Temukan dgn ketenangan jiwa ini,
Dibelasah rindu,
Tetapi apa dayaku.

Ku cuba pejam mta tapi tak terlena,
Keranaku msih teringat pd mu,
Begitu payah nya nak ku melupakan,
Pernah kah engkau fikirkan oh syg…
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Hah!.. The melancholic feeling.. Suddenly feel so withdrawn..
Suddenly feel like eating push pop!..
LOL!..
Sayonara ppl..

AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.. At last finished painting one room!!!!!!!!!.. Undercoating plus final paint!!!!.. SUPER TIRED!!!..
Lack of manpower.. At the start got 5 ppl from morning..
Last left 2 ppl.. Me and braim!.. Others fall out at 11++ pm.. Me and braim lasted until 225am!!..

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.. Accomplishment!!!!.. Yesh!!.. Stress gone man.. Thru painting.. hahahha..
2 rooms and 1 living room left.. All will be finish in 2 - 3 days time.. huahuahua!.. gotta go rest for awhile.. tmr morn at 6++ start again..


This is when we were undercoating(sealer), to seal holes in walls..

Final product.. I think the colour ok ah..
My mum picked the colour.. Huaaa!!..


OK ORITESSS!!!.. GTG!!!..
Gd nite ppl.. =D..

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Hah!.. Ato last.. After 3 mths..
I'm updating my blog..
Actually got lots of updates but sad to say all gone..
I got store what i wanted to type in a notepad.. And i got quite a number of them.. And so tdy since i got some time in hand i'd wanted to update this blog of mine.. Found out that my bro reformatted the com and didnt save my folder inside the supposedly saved data in the external harddisk.. Bloody arse..
But all this is not to be worried cause i still got the data stored in my brain memory..
Hopefully that i remember all ah.. But it's not going to be today cause got little time left.. I'm going to wash up for buka.. Been painting the house since 6++ am in the morning up till now..
Damn tired.. upbeat..
That's all for now.. Will update again ltr.. Nw will let the pics do the talking..







Painting my room!.. Think this is ard 2pm..



A-aim helping us paint.. Unbelievable but true..

Wayang pun muka steam..



While waiting for As'ar.. Semua penat nak mampus!.. We were seriously sleeping.. Caught on cam by mummy..

Enjoy life while i still can..
Listen, live, laugh, smile.. Who knows?.. Tomorrow may not be?..

Love yer ppl.. Miss yer all cannnnnn!!!..
And youuuuuuu!!!!!!.. I miss youuuu!!!!!!..

I donno where or what to start with writing this blog.. Shit, don feel like blogging but but..
Start from week zero la eh..

WOokayyy!!!..

Actually wanted to write abt MTC but i forget what happen.. If only i didnt forget where i put my journal, i could at least know what happen during MTC and Week 0.. Ohya, btw, if i don blog, i would write stuff on my journal so that i wont forget events that happen ah.. But apparently i forget where i put my journal, so ya..

The only thing i remembered is that during the MTC variety night, i was the main monster for power ranger performance.. The rest forgotten.. Shit.. Damn this brain of mine.. Feel like throwing my brain into the sea!!!!!..

Week 0 was good.. Enjoyed the moments.. I was sent to take care of ETCM.. The weird thing is, i know lots of freshies from other courses rather than ETCM cause of smoking.. When i go rounding to other courses, the FA's from the course told me freshies wants to smoke and i brought them to the staircase to smoke.. Thought only a few, but when i go to the staircase, more than 10 followed.. WAH!!.. The staircase become a gas chamber siouls!!.. Wooo!!.. Haha..
Funny but true.. lol..

ETCM classes were no problem to take care of.. FA's were able to help the classes in need.. That's abt all i can remember..

After the week 0, i was an unofficially a graduate(must get cert than an official graduate)..
Got no more life.. Donno what to do.. Then when school starts, i went to school almost everyday to slack with the usual geng.. Then during one of those days during the first week, my father said to me " YOU GOT NO LIFE!.." cause i always go to school even though i graduate..
ISH!!!.. That's moralizing.. Cheesebun.. I wanna work but i only got 3 mths then go army..
Wanna enjoy seh..

AND AND I MISSS THE GENG!!!!.. Really going to miss them..
Just thinking about it can make me cry seh.. SHIT, custard, everytime when i think about my friends, my eyes starts to tear.. Freakin hell..

But if i go army, i really going to miss my MUM!.. I really worry for her seh.. I'm closest to her.. She got no other companion(other than my dad) if i'm gone seh!!.. Nvm abt the, now just spend as much time as possible with my mummylove and think about other stuff later.. Haiz!!.. Life life..

Deyyyyyy!!!!!.. I'm stressss la deyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!...

AND AND deyyyyyy!!!!!!, i miss her la!..

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Gonna wait even till the death of mangs, i assure you!!..